So It is 01:14 AM It is raining (again) when it is supposed to the end of May, but the UK being the wonderful country we are it of course is raining. I had leftover takeaway for supper (so much for the healthy eating, but it is the weekend and I am being naughty before… Continue reading Taking a moment to look at my surroundings
Intentionally damaging and injuring the body. A way of coping. Bleeding instead of crying, but most of the time doing both. A visual reminder of the low times in life. I don't know what led me to self harm, I don't remember the first time I did it. I remember punishing myself by not eating,… Continue reading The Devil that is self Harm
Pretty much everyone has body worries, too tall, too short, no thigh gap, or for most of us.... TOO FAT!! I come under the obese category, 5 ft 5 inches and 103kg. BMI of 37.3 (lower than what I was!) When I was in school I went through a stage of eating less and liking… Continue reading Weight, History and Eating Disorders
At present PCOS defines me.... It was first mentioned when I snuck to the shops but actually went to the doctor secretly at 15. 9 years later I let this rule me, and it is slowly taking over. The NHS defines… Continue reading This thing they call PCOS
I get judged a lot.... Not for looking 'Gay' or whatever label people give my situation, (by the way I identify as Bisexual, but that doesn't matter anyway!) I get judged because I work long days, I am overweight, I have tattoos, and I support structure and discipline, and I hate liars. I am open… Continue reading Scary Stuff
Well here goes.... Stats 24 Female Married (same sex) UK Welsh I have let PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) rule me for far too long!! And I am sick of it!! I have pushed away friends and family because of silly little things. BUT WAIT!! Yes they may seem silly but then I realised that they… Continue reading A little bit about me….